as always that the calendar pages run as fast as they can while my eyes
are closed, taking chunks of time with them with every mad dash... all
of a sudden we have entered the last month of 2012.
would say that this is a time for reflection on the year that has
passed behind me, but come on I participate in that brand of
masturbatory reflection on the daily.
But hey- when has that ever stopped me?
in a good mood today, realizing that I enjoy when the lack of money has
a hand around my throat for the same reasons I’m attracted to power
play in other areas - not having money frees me up to stop worrying and
planning, and hey I can’t stress about spending money if I don’t have
any. And, humorously enough, my life isn’t really significantly impacted
(the small moments anyway- writing at Panera with steam rising up from
my coffee). Somehow it works out that my “luxuries” still find their
ways to me.
is clearly because somewhere along the way I picked up the ability to
find happiness with wherever I’m at and whatever I’m given... certainly a
useful skill, so thanks Universe for whatever it was that you threw at
me to make me this amicably adaptive.